I had the baby blues with Caleb. It wasn’t bad, but I did break down crying a few times because I felt overwhelmed with everything. I felt like I had no clue what I was doing and that none of it was very satisfying.
I had been doing really great with this birth… up until recently. I’ve been crying. But, the thing is, I don’t feel overwhelmed with Georgiana. It’s still Caleb who is overwhelming me. I still feel like I have no clue what I’m doing when it comes to raising him. I still feel like a complete and utter failure when he disobeys me constantly.
And so, I feel that I must take a break from blogging until I feel better. Because I know that I will write some strange and regretful things.