Well, my break didn’t last quite a whole week. I was really surprised that I didn’t actually have that much more time after cutting myself off from the internet… mostly. Seems that I’m not really blogging and FBing as much as I thought I was. Maybe it’s just that I’m always thinking and wanting it.
The bulk of my blogging is done after bedtime. And I did notice a difference in how I’ve spent my evenings. I’ve been resting. Watching TV, drinking wine and eating chocolate. But that doesn’t really satisfy me or feed my soul.
And so I’m back. But not much the wiser. I’ve still got some thinking and tweaking to do.
I’ve had several discussions with Shane about how I can’t do everything I feel that I need to do. And it’s started to stress me a bit when people say they are impressed with how I am “doing all that”. Because I’m not “doing all that” and I feel like a fraud when people think I am.
And so I’m going to be real with you. I’m so flustered with my spot in life right now. I’m torn between the things I must do, the things I should do and the things I want to do.
I’ve got some ideas for this week to making things run smoother. I hope I’ll find my groove soon. I think running and going to the gym is really going to help.
But besides all that! I’ve changed the name of my blog. Again. Yes, I know. I think I’ve had about a dozen different blog names. But I really like this one and I think it fits so I’m stickin’ to it! For now.
And if you’ve managed to still be around after all those words with no pics, here is one of Ana holding the Hello Kitty mermaid felt doll that I finished this weekend…
Have you ever taken a break from blogging or the internet?
Does it make you happy or frustrated when people think you’re doing so much?
How do you feel about your blog name?
What’s for lunch? (quesadillas, watermelon and yogurt)